i'm DAMN bored! it's such a huge difference, from the stressful and hectic schedule to the bored and nothing-to-do schedule. commonntest is tomorrow! VERY fast okay! it's only like the third day week of school and they're alr giving us tests. the sec 2s last year had their commontests on the seventh week of school and we have it on the 4th week. :/

anyway, I WENT FOR TRNG TODAY OKAY! it was damn hot. and it didn't rain today. i think the sun is officially back. i didn't like today's trng. there were too many people who came. even the crescent club came la. so coach only concentrates on them and not us. the match also sucked. i dun understand why whenever we play a match, it'll always be overcrowding but the snrs don't. i think i played like shit today. i seriously need to work on my sweeping. the ball keeps on flying whenever i sweep. and i seriously sucked when we were playing 1 on 1 and the passing pair. i fell down while playing 1 on 1 with chermaine okay! she made alot of people fall down. haha. hazel's balls kept flying everywhere. ok that sounds very wrong.

omg. guess who appeared during trng today. samat appeared towards the end of trng. like WTH la. i dun know what the hell he was doing there. it's either he wanted to force some hockers to join the cross country or he's going to be the teacher-in charge of hockey since mdm yap is transferring soon or i dunno what other reason. and if he's really going to be the teacher-in-charge of hockey, we're all dead. dead as in dead. :/

anyway, sya was mean and went home first. and nat went home with ziya. so i went home alone. but actually it was okay la. sometimes being a loner isn't THAT bad. i REALLY needed the time alone to gather my thoughts. everything's just so confusing and sickening. i'm so sick of all these shit. i was dreading every single step back home. the moment i stepped home, my mood just changed so drastically. oh the moodswings. eveything just sucks la.

you know, i SERIOUSLY hate it when some total stranger whom you don't even know adds you on msn and starts asking you personal questions, as though he knows you for like damn long alr. then they'll ask for your pics and ask wether you're single anot. please. dun you have other things to do rather than inteferring in other people's life. get a life man. don't you even have your own friends instead of going arnd finding other people and talking to them as though they know you. please.

and omg i HATE it when people just stares at you like crazy as though you're weird or some sort. it just makes me feel different from everyone else. sorry. i'm not in a good mood right now. pfffffts. oh so shitified. ok. i'm supposed to reach school on monday at 6.45 am and i dun even know how the hell i'm supposed to reach there in time when i live so far away and i always wake up late :/ bleagh.

everyone wants me to run for pankhurst but I DOWAN! i seriously dun want to. it'll be a disgrace to pankhurt and i can't run THAT fast anyway. shit la. ok i type alot alr. bye.

i'm fucking scared.

(8:06 PM)